Where I am

Thirteen days ago, I underwent major surgery and had an abdominoplasty done to reconstruct my midsection and restore my muscles now that I am oficially (surgically) done having children.  I have experienced so many emotions and the journey to where I am right now in my view of myself and my body has been so complex that I have struggled to even write about it.  I have been slowly constructing a blog post to encapsulate it all, but between the painkillers, frequent naps and deep boredom of just lying here recovering, the writing is hard to complete.  Instead, I'd rather window-shop online for shoes and dream of all of the summer outfits I can put together on my newly cinched-up body once I can stand up for more than 10 minutes at a time without feeling like I need a nap.  Oh how sexy it feels to be exhausted by just standing around being useless.  Oh my.

Wedges and strappy shoes for summer by flashbangfibers featuring flip flop sandals

Beachy Style by flashbangfibers featuring a beach cover up